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Xacklebox: I?ll Show You! I?ll Show All of You!

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Artist: Xacklebox
Title: I?ll Show You! I?ll Show All of You!
Format: Tape + Download
Label: Kitchen Leg (@)
Rated: * * * * *
In a world where mixtapes might seem as obsolete as flip phones, Xacklebox - an enigmatic moniker for the multifaceted artist Forrest McCuller - proves otherwise. With "I’ll Show You! I’ll Show All of You!", McCuller crafts an audacious, lo-fi soundscape that lands somewhere between a séance and a garage sale, each track dripping with eerie charm and existential wit. Released on pistachio-green cassette (because of course it is) by Berlin's DIY dream machine, Kitchen Leg Records, this album is a love letter to the outcasts, the eccentrics, and the stubbornly unpolished.

From the first warped hum of the title track, it’s clear we’re not in Kansas anymore. “I’ll Show You! I’ll Show All of You!” begins with McCuller’s haunting declaration:

"I want to sit down at the left hand of God
and I will spit down off of that shining cloud
I made my mind grown bright through effort and through pain
and I am proud now of my weird new shining brain.”


It’s both a challenge and a confession, delivered with defiant intimacy. The lyrics swirl between cosmic ambition and raw vulnerability, as McCuller dreams of burning naval ships at sea, torch in hand, haunted by his ghostly double. The refrain - "I’m not as desperate as I seem. What a lonely way. I’ll live forever in this dream. What a lonely way." - feels like an anthem for anyone caught between self-doubt and defiance, a melancholic battle cry for the misunderstood.

The song’s narrative unfolds like a fractured autobiography, where fleeting moments of clarity (“Please sing my name to me, please help me go to sleep”) clash with existential despair and stubborn resolve. It’s as if McCuller is writing his own eulogy in real-time, daring the world to pay attention when he’s gone. The cryptic final stanza - "But when the rapture day has finally become, all of the rest of you had better turn and run" - closes the track with an almost apocalyptic warning, equal parts sardonic and sincere.

Musically, the song mirrors its lyrical tension, balancing warped electronics with folksy guitar lines that feel plucked straight from a dreamscape. McCuller’s voice - fragile yet defiant - guides the listener through this poetic labyrinth, ensuring that even in its most abstract moments, the song feels deeply personal.

The rest of the tape follows suit, blending storytelling, homemade electronics, and avant-garde textures into a liminal space - part psychedelic folk, part dadaist experiment. The lo-fi aesthetic isn’t just a stylistic choice; it’s a deliberate act of rebellion against polish and pretension.

Released as a limited run of 60 pistachio-green cassettes adorned with Andrew Kemp’s collage artwork, the physical format itself feels like an extension of McCuller’s ethos: tangible, imperfect, and unrepentantly human. It’s music you want to hold, rewind, and cherish, a reminder that sometimes the best art exists in the margins.

With "I’ll Show You! I’ll Show All of You!", Forrest McCuller has created a possible manifesto for those who refuse to conform, a sonic scrapbook of defiance and dreaminess. So here’s to Xacklebox, a bard for the beautifully broken.

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