There are debut albums that knock politely. And then there’s "Goodness", which slides under the door like a gust of London fog infused with incense, overheard thoughts, and the occasional existential side-eye. feeo - already whispered about in left-field circles for her shape-shifting vocals and collaborations with the likes of Loraine James - steps into full-length territory with the confidence of someone who knows that ambiguity can be a superpower.
The record moves like a living organism: tender, irritable, radiant, disorienting. Imagine a creature made of breath, broken electronics, and soft-footed percussion, wandering between the Thames and an imaginary forest that apparently grew overnight in Hackney. Each track feels like a different limb twitching, trying to interpret its surroundings.
The opening “Days pt.1” is a fractured dispatch - spoken word rattled by electro-acoustic static. It’s as if a diary decided it was tired of being quiet and started muttering out loud. Then comes “The Mountain”, all intimate and close-mic’d, like an elemental lullaby whispered straight into your eardrum. No grand gestures, no alpine heroics - just presence. feeo has a knack for locating drama in the smallest ripple.
“Requiem” smolders with devotional restraint before it gives way to the blink-and-you-miss-it vignette “The Last Great Storm”, a storm so ‘great’ it barely lasts 40 seconds. That’s the humour tucked inside the solemnity: feeo knows that intensity isn’t always measured in length.
The album’s emotional geometry keeps shifting. “Win!” sways with a loose, off-grid soulfulness; “Sandpit” feels like a memory trying to remember itself; “Here” stretches time into a low-lit corridor; “Days pt.2” flickers like a shy twin of the opener. And then there’s “The Hammer Strikes the Bell”, which glows with a ritualistic force - cyclical, luminous, patient. When the bell finally strikes, it’s not bombast but revelation.
The closing “There Is No I” dissolves the self with lap steel sighs and drifting harmonics. It’s the sort of track that makes you stare at the wall for a moment afterward, just to confirm you haven’t evaporated slightly.
Throughout, feeo’s voice is an instrument of contradiction - vulnerable but unafraid, crystalline one minute and grainy the next. She sings as though she’s walking along a narrow emotional ridge, balancing solitude on one side and communion on the other. And that balancing act is the album’s heart: "Goodness" is an atlas of parallel states, where clarity and haze coexist, where the internal monologue sometimes leaks into the room.
AD93 releases often feel like invitations to step sideways into another acoustic dimension, and "Goodness" fits that lineage while still carrying its own lantern. It’s an album that doesn’t beg to be understood; it prefers to be encountered - like a message written in steam on a window, one you catch before it vanishes.
feeo calls these tracks “partial sketches”, and maybe that’s the secret charm. Nothing here feels finished in the traditional sense. Instead, the pieces breathe into each other, forming something continuous, porous, and quietly daring.
A record about opposites that somehow feels whole.
A record about solitude that never leaves you alone.
A record named "Goodness" that isn’t afraid to look into the difficult corners.
And yes - it’s beautiful. But not the postcard kind.
More like beauty that shows up late at night and asks difficult questions in a soft voice.