To call this release a surprise is a serious understatement. I reviewed his first LP 'Wanton But Windblown' about 35 years ago, sent to me straight from Hamster Records back then when the internet was still a futuristic rumour.
I loved it dearly as I never had heard some experimental ambient paired with a shanty spirit before and cherished it over the years even more. I hadn’t heard of the artist before and it took years to find out a little more, actually Melvyn Z Pad was not an alias of Terry Burrows but the other half of Push-Button Pleasure and also active as Enski Boski. Berbel Nobodius was his alter ego
to explore a different musical direction: leftfield melodic ambience. Indeed there was no discogs back then in the dark ages of the 80's and if no interview, magazine, press info or knowledgeable pal was available the background of a release with only a few credits remained mysterious.. which fitted some releases pretty well and added to their value too (obscurity nerd bonus) as long as you didn't try to sell it in a 2nd hand store.
The soft pastel coloured aquarelle like looking artwork did not give anything away but a certain timelessness, contrary to the new album which still it has some aquarelle leanings but forms a bridge with a gazillion of bugs into the now.
At first Covid marked a change and helped Melvyn Z Pad finding his way back into releasing music after 20+ years and now AI seems on the edge of taking over society in various shapes and the insecurity where this will lead to motivated 'Dreams To Disruption'. The first obvious difference in approach is now the shorter tracks are vocal, with prose recited and written mainly by Jasmine Darke.
The music composed for the album is in contrast to this dystopian tones often playful and less ambient, realised with Synths, Piano, Guitar and Bass but still minimal in approach. Field recordings are in a dialogue with jazzy undertones,
"Unmade Bed Of Roses" is a Piano led ballad without words while "Mad March Of Technology", "Splutter Into Life" and "The Lost At Sea Shanty" tend more into alien lounge music.
"Deep Heat Death" shows a dreamy unearthly peace close to another highlight - "Death Of Democracy" the pre-released track from 2022 which was inspired by the war in Ukraine.
While this album lacks the coherence of it's predecessor it still holds together as a mirror of the times we're living through, fragments with various interpretation possibilities, a steady flow of bizarre information and a general feeling of change steering into unknown territories.
A text sheet is included with the download but I'd like to add as excerpt the lyrics of "Narcissistic" to give an impression:
'Who is the real me?
Stand up!
You can not make me do that, pond reflection,
I sit, I’ll sit,
The real me has no stupefaction,
I’ll wait my time,
And you will see,
That who you look at, is the real me,
I wait, I’ll wait, I’ll watch you flee,
Darkness comes, the daylight fades,
Quietness as the night invades.'