There’s something undeniably poignant about the title "It Would Be Giving Up", especially when you consider that it’s attached to a 4CD ambient opus by Celer. One might assume, quite cynically, that the title alone gives you all you need to know: four discs of ambient drone, perfect for the moments when one might feel that giving up is, in fact, an option. But as with most of Celer’s work, what lies beneath the surface is far more nuanced, like a persistent whisper rather than a shout, gently beckoning you into a world where time loses its edge and emotions are blurred into a continuous hum.
Originally released digitally in 2020, "It Would Be Giving Up" now arrives in physical form, remastered and dressed in a custom-designed clamshell box, complete with a 20-page booklet. Celer (the moniker of American ambient artist Will Long) has a reputation for creating expansive, meditative soundscapes that manage to evoke both the intimate and the infinite. This release, spread across four discs, pushes these tendencies even further, with tape loops and analog instruments forming the core of its ethereal sound.
Disc one, "True Maps Of An Unreal Place", unfolds with a 21-minute piece that feels like a slow-motion sunrise. It’s a piece that doesn’t demand your attention so much as it gently tugs at it, pulling you into its serene, almost melancholic orbit. As with much of Celer’s work, the beauty lies in its subtlety. It’s not trying to impress; it’s simply existing, in all its understated glory.
The second disc, "To Stay Up Above", continues this trajectory but leans into a slightly darker, more introspective mood. The analog textures are more pronounced here, with a faint sense of unease simmering just beneath the surface. It’s the kind of track that might soundtrack a contemplative late-night drive through a deserted city — hauntingly beautiful, with a lingering sense of something unresolved.
"Imagined Settlement", the third and longest disc, spans a staggering 44 minutes, and here Celer’s mastery of repetition and gradual evolution truly shines. The piece starts with a gentle drone, building ever so slowly, almost imperceptibly, into a vast, enveloping soundscape. There are no dramatic shifts, no sudden changes in tone. Instead, you’re invited to lose yourself in the slow, steady pulse of the music, much like watching the tide come in, wave after wave, until time itself seems to dissolve.
Finally, the fourth disc, "An Evening, Elsewhere", closes the set with another extended piece, clocking in at 46 minutes. There’s a feeling of quiet resolution here, a sense that whatever emotional journey the previous three discs have taken you on, this is where it all comes to rest. The analog instruments hum softly, like a distant memory fading into the ether, leaving you with a sense of peace, or perhaps a gentle resignation.
"It Would Be Giving Up" isn’t an album that you listen to so much as one that you inhabit. It’s not designed to be dissected or analyzed in the traditional sense; its power lies in its ability to create a space where thoughts and emotions can drift, untethered by the demands of the outside world. If you’re looking for hooks, melodies, or anything resembling traditional structure, you’re in the wrong place. But if you’re willing to surrender to its slow, enveloping embrace, you’ll find a quiet, profound beauty in its depths.
Celer’s work has often been compared to other ambient luminaries like William Basinski or Stars of the Lid, and indeed, "It Would Be Giving Up" shares a kinship with their most introspective works. Yet there’s something uniquely Celer here, an almost ascetic purity to the sound that refuses to be pinned down by genre or expectation. It’s music that exists in its own space, on its own terms—patient, unhurried, and deeply, deeply affecting.
So yes, perhaps "It Would Be Giving Up" is an apt title after all. But instead of giving up, it’s more like giving in—to the sound, to the moment, to the idea that sometimes, just sometimes, letting go is the only way to truly hold on.